Being a NICU mama is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do

Being a NICU mama is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. It seems as if you take one step forward just to take 5 steps back. Trying to be there and create a bond with your sweet new baby all while you have two little girls at home who need you.

Trying to be at two places at once knowing it’s not physically possible. Going on 2 hours of sleep if that, but trying to give your baby your all. Knowing he won’t remember every poke and prod but knowing I will. I just want all my babies home but I know that baby being in the NICU is necessary. Leaning on the Lord, family, & prayers during this difficult time. It’s the only thing getting me through.🤍